I don’t know if this is a reality for you, but for me, I go through times of deep reflection. Times when I must step back, get still, be silent, and evaluate not only the Why of my life, but also all the What’s that capture my time.
And I’m thankful that reflection often helps to center you and your thoughts. So, let me share this as a way of reflection and encouragement:
There are moments when you realize that silence has done its work.
For a long time, writing was not absent because the calling was gone. It was absent because something deeper was happening beneath the surface. God was not taking words away. He was shaping the person who would speak them.
Writing has always been more than expression for me. It has been obedience. A way of naming what God is doing while it is still unfolding. A way of slowing down long enough to listen, reflect, and respond rather than react.
In recent years, that process moved inward. Family mattered more than output. Formation mattered more than visibility. Faithfulness mattered more than being heard. Those were not wasted seasons. They were necessary ones.
Now, the words are returning because clarity has returned.
I am writing again because I believe we live in a moment that demands depth. Noise is everywhere. Speed is celebrated. Conviction is often replaced with convenience. In that kind of environment, thoughtful reflection is not a luxury. It is a discipline.
This journal is where that discipline lives.
Not everything written here will be polished. Not everything will arrive fully formed. But everything will be honest. This is a space for wrestling with Scripture, calling, obedience, and the real tensions of life lived before God.
I am writing again because I believe others are hungry for permission to slow down. To think. To ask better questions. To live with intention rather than drift.
This is not about getting back to something old.
It is about moving forward with what has been formed.